>> lost..

my calculator went missing..

and i cried..

of course..

calculator is a part of my life..

you can say, calculator is my other half..

and a few minutes later..

i found this:

why?

why?

why?

let's cry together...

:'(

>> i keep thinking about him!

salam to all readers..

=)

i think they might be a few reasons why i keep thinking about him all these time..

what?

liana? seriously?

yes..

jaebal..!!! i want to focus on my study la....!!

maybe these could be the reason why..

1. he sings 'Confession' rather than 'Ting Hai'

well, i'm well prepared if he sing Ting Hai.. since in all previous tour, he sings that song..

unexpectedly, he sing 'Confession'!

the song which i'm deadly want him to sing in front of me, at the very beginning of the release of the song!

yup.. the first time i hear this song, i really hope he will sing this in front of me.

no lies..

the song is really heartwarming..

and have the loving-loving feeling..
and it has some kind of value to me..

*soooooooo romantic la you, liana.. =p

2. his smile after finished singing 'Confession'

his smile, his reaction really killing me..

please...

i want to live..

3. he do gwiyomi

not once, not twice, but three times!

on the third time, he do the big heart around his head..

sorry, i can't find any photo for evidence, since i'm not recording.. =_="

this is the most unexpected among all the unexpected scene i've ever seen in my life!

he is doing gwiyomi!

he is the one who got really stiff when doing some aegyo, and now he's doing gwiyomi!

 i wonder if this is his first time doing some aegyo during concert..

 since the concert after this (TIME in Japan), he get really embarrassed after doing almost the same aegyo..

omma!

why he is soooooooo cute?

4. my seat is near the stage

yes, this may be one of the biggest factor among all..

since i can see him clearly without the help of the screen..

5. he waves at me 2 times!

at first, i thought only once..

but i keep replaying my fancam..

and i noticed, he waved at me twice!

6. he said "Sawa saya awak?"

toooooooo cute..!

7. he keep touching his head like this during the ment!

TVXQ maknae cuteness overload!

i still feel like i'm dreaming..
when in fact, that is the real things that i saw with my own eyes..


i really hope i can affort to buy VVIP seats for your next tour..
and i really hope you will come to Malaysia again..
so that i can save on transportation as much as possible..

TVXQ, i love you..!!
(^_^)

>> 리아나, 화이팅..!!

salam to all readers..
=)

okay liana..

welcome back to reality..

you have 6 papers for this finals..

13 June: Mathematics Combinatoric
14 June: Fundamental of Particles & Forces
18 June: Investment 2
21 June: Theory of Differential Equation
24 June: Philosophy of Science
26 June: Non-parametric Statistics

and you need to pass all..
and grad..
and earn some money..
and then buy HD camera..
and then go to concert some more..
and then buy a house...
and then get married...
and then honeymoon...........
and then....
and then...........
and then....................
and then.............................

liana,

you need to start your engine now!

hope this will boost up your confidence..

(^_^)

p/s: i just realized, ChangMin waved at my side me twice during Journey.!

waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh~~

still can't get rid of TVXQ fever..
it has been more than a week already..
come on, liana!
you can do it!

>> upgrade dream..

salam to all readers..

=)

well, i've already meet ChangMin on 18 May 2013..

so this is the time to upgrade my dream..

credit: MY-TVXQ FAN CLUB in Malaysia Facebook

so, here are my upgraded dream:

1. go for TVXQ Japan Tour (at least once)

this will costs a loooooooooooott of money..

money money, come to me...

and i hope by this time, i have a super HD video camera..

oh, money again..

*sigh~

every Cassiopeia will know the difference between 'World Tour' and 'Japan Tour'..

only common people will say both are the same..

in fact, it is totally different..

the songs, the theme, the concept.. almost everything are different..

2. Meet ChangMin personally..

spent a day with him..

well, this might sound silly, but who knows i could make it..

right?

or maybe i'll win something like backstage passes or a date with him..

we didn't even know what will happen in the future..

it is not wrong to dream..

sorry YunHo, i know you are a part of TVXQ too..

but i don't know why i'm too concerned about ChangMin..

hope you'll understand..

p/s: even during the concert, i didn't even realize what YunHo did until my friend told me so..

hahaha.. i'm too focus on ChangMin..

this is the heart of your almost-die-hard-fan.. ♥♥♥♥

sincerely,

liana...

(^_^)

>> [fanaccount] TVXQ Live World Tour 'Catch Me' in Kuala Lumpur..

salam to all readers..

=)

and its time!

the time is here!

i'm gonna meet TVXQ...!!!!

weeeeeehhhhhooooooooo....

i don't know how to say it anymore.

finally, one of my dream comes true..

*check the wishlist box over there -->

I've been wandering around Facebook pages for the tickets..

and finally, i got this..

and here is where i seat..

 

*refer to the small red star in this pic

can't believe it yet?

this is the view from my seat in the stadium..

tadaaaaaaa.~~~

i am so close to the stage..

omo omo omoooo~~

ChangMin Oppa! i'll be waiting for you!!

thank you so much Raichu Huynh for selling me the tickets far more cheaper than its original price..

in fact, it is cheaper than the half of the original price too..

and you are really the best Cassie i've ever met.!

i ♥ u..

and the concert begins..

for full coverage of fancam, you can find it at dbsknights.net

here i would like to share a few fancam that i took with my own camera..

MY OWN CAMERA..

how i wish i had a HD video camera.. since the resolution is not really good..

its okay, liana..

next year, you must buy a brand new HD video camera..

hahahaha..

Journey

YunHo's aeroplane got stuck in the mid air..

YunHo Oppa, its really dangerous you jump out like that..

don't do this again.. ever!

ChangMin's Confession

i thought ChangMin will sing Ting Hai, so it is really unexpected he will sing Confession..

this is really like i hit the jackpot!

i've been waiting to hear him singing this song live in front of me..

and he did!

he smile at the end of the song because he read this banner..

*click here..*

so cute of him..

and to the owner of the banner, you are really lucky because ChangMin respond to yours, cutely!

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

Humanoids

this is the clearest out of all fancams that i took..

oh yeaaaaa~

Like Now

i love their voices.. 

perfectly harmonized..

at this time, how i wish they were 5.. TVX5Q!

Catch Me

the highlight of the night!

recorded by Najjah..

i'm so excited that  i want to forget about my camera. so i let her record instead..

hahaha..

Keep Your Head Down

the comeback song..

Mirotic

you know how i fall in love with ChangMin when he scream in this song, right?

and yes..

he did it again!

last but not least..

this is not taken by me..

but i just cut it into the main point..

which is when ChangMin said "Sawa Saya Awak?" instead of "Saya Sayang Awak."

you are too cute, ChangMin Oppa..

your mistake is forgiven..

lets learn Malay together next time!

and here are few of the pics that i took inside the stadium..

actually, there's quite a number, but well..

everything is shaky..

thanks to my Parkinson hand especially when i'm overly excited.. =_="

and the best picture of the night goes to.........

the concert is coming to the end..

overall..

i really enjoy myself there..

thank you JPM Music for bringing the boys here..

hope you will organize their future concert too..

please, i beg you..

bring them back again next year..

please... please.. please...

the stage after the ending..

look how 'messy' is it..

it means that was really an amazing concert!

dae-bak!

dah habis concert, baru sibuk nak bergambar.. hehehe..

with new cassie friends..

throughout the concert, i've been shouting more than 5 times..

"창민 사랑해~~!!!"

if anyone have heard some weird girl screaming like that during the 'silent mode', then it must be me..

hahaha..

and i've heard my voices in some of others fancams..

hope ChangMin will notice my voice..

hahahahaha..

"nak bawak balik banner ni, boleh?" bisik liana dalam hati..

hehehehe..

oh ya.. the most heartwarming moment is when they are about to sing "Unforgettable"

we all fans hold up the banner "우리는 항상  여기에  있어요" which means "we will always be here" 

their eyes are teary, and YunHo's voices are shaky..

they are about to cry, but they manage to hold in..

i'm not..

i'm crying as i'm singing along together with them.. huhuhuhu....

TVXQ, please promise me you will come back again..

the 6 years i've been waiting for you guys..

it is really worth it..

i love you both from the bottom of my heart..

my sister in law said it is like i'm waiting for my boyfriend.. because 6 years is too long actually..

well..

who knows ChangMin will really be my husband one day?

kan?

berangan liana berangan..

hehehe..

one more thing to share..

this is the only concert that gives out too many freebies..

i love it!

i got towels, mini red light stick, purple light stick, banners and also mini poster of TVXQ Catch Me in Kuala Lumpur..

towels..

banners..

mini red light stick & mini poster..

i love it to the max!!

this is the best concert ever i had attend..

ever!

THE BEST EVER!

(^_^)

Thanks TVXQ makes my dream comes true..

I ♥ TVXQ!

forever..

p/s: aku tak pernah suka seseorang selama mana aku suka ChangMin.. adakah ini dinamakn jodoh? hehehe..

>> excited!

salam to all readers..

=)

at Incheon Airport..

cik liana is super duper excited right now..

kyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

*fan-girling mood is on*

see you tomorrow, Mr. Shim Chang Min..

(^_^)

*senyum lebar beno sampai ke telinga.. hehe..*

*update*

10.20pm at KLIA..

imaginasi cik liana sangat-sangat kuat time-time macam ni..

hahahaha..

layan je la..

=p

>> sepet..

salam to all readers..

=)

baru aku perasan..

mata aku lagi kecik dari mata Alya..

hahaha.. cik Ana mata sepet..

(^_^)

>> impian bakal tercapai..

salam to all readers..

=)

salah satu impian yang aku list kat sebelah ni --->

bakal tercapai..

ChangMin, see you this Saturday..

(^_^)

tapi sebelum sabtu, mesti la kene mengharungi hari khamis dan jumaat dulu..

Khamis : test Investment 

Jumaat : due date report (for my group only..)

minta-minta jalanku dipermudahkan..

ameen..

betul la..

di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan.

sekuat mana kemahuan itu la yang akan membuahkan hasil yang setimpal..

Alhamdulillah..

p/s: 

impian untuk diri sendiri dah tercapai, so lepas ni tunaikan impian ibu bapa pulak..

peace..!

>> steering self-lock..

salam to all readers..

=)

masuk kali ni, ini yang ke-3 aku berhadapan dengan masalah steering lock..

1st time kereta sendiri..

2nd time kereta shira..

3rd time kereta housemate, Kak Mai..

yg first time kene tu memang aku bawak, dan salah aku la..

tapi yg 2nd & 3rd tu, salah owner, saya cuma membantu berdasarkan experience je.

*cheyt. mcm expert sangat la kononnye..

steering lock bukan lock steering mcm ni ye kawan-kawan..

tapi steering ter-lock sendiri gara-gara salah pusing steering bila dah parking.

yes..

parking..

sesiapa yang bawak kereta tu, mesti boleh relate dengan benda  ni..

 aku nak bagi tips sikit untuk mengatasi masalah ini..

first thing first..

relax.. jangan gelabah tak tentu hala..

relax.. take a deep breathe, and say to your car.. "i love you, darling.. don't you know how much i love you?" sambil usap2 dashboard..

*psycho gile cik liana ni.. tapi betul apa. aku ckp "i love you", sekali try je dah okay..

ehem..

barangan besi ni sensitif ye kawan-kawan..

kalau asyik maki hamun dia je, alamatnye meragam la kereta korang sampai sudah.

2nd, masukkan kunci ke dalam ruangan kunci anda.

3rd, tekan dan pulas kunci sepertimana anda pulas mahu start enjin kereta, sambil tolak steering ke kiri dengan sekuat hati..

bila steering dah mula bergerak ke kiri, jangan paksa dia ke kiri lagi..

tapi balas kanan balik..

jejeng!!

masalah steering lock dah setel..

benda ni nampak je simple..

tapi sebenarnye kalau tersalah buat, buruk padahnya..

alamatnye kereta kene tarik ke workshop la gamaknye..

macam kereta Kak Mai..

sebab dia dah buat betul sampai step 3, tapi salahnya dia pusing kiri habis tak balas-balas kanan balik..

hope this will be a good info to those new drivers..

(^_^)v

>> more than words..

salam to all readers..

=)

lagu ni sentiasa bermain di kotak fikiran.

Saying I love you 
Is not the words I want to hear from you 
It's not that I want you 
Not to say, but if you only knew 
How easy it would be to show me how you feel 
More than words is all you have to do to make it real 
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 
'Cause I'd already know 

What would you do if my heart was torn in two 
More than words to show you feel 
That your love for me is real 
What would you do if I took those words away 
Then you couldn't make things new 
Just by saying I love you 

More than words 

seriously, aku nak sangat jumpa Chang Min..

the day is getting near..

but i have no tickets yet..

budget pun ciput.

puas tanya sana sini, semua tiket dah jual kat orang lain..

ada sesiapa mahu membantu saya mencapai impian bertemu Chang Min?

pleasee..

jasamu akan ku kenang sampai bila-bila..

ini la masa yang sangat sesuai nak 'tackle' cik liana..
mwahahahaha..
statement tak boleh blah..

(^_^)

>>lukis..

salam to all readers..

=)

hari tu aku bagi pensel & kertas kat Marissa..

ini yang dia lukis...

*aku telah lukis balik, sebab halus sangat lukisan dia.. tak nampak dalam kamera..

tajuk lukisan : muka papa.

"yang ni mata dia, pastu yang ni hidung, yang ni mulut.. yang dua ni tangan papa.."

tergelak aku dengar explanation dia yang brsungguh-sungguh..

hahaha..

kakak dah pandai lukis sikit-sikit..

huruf ade sesetengah huruf dia kenal, tapi tak pandai tulis, dan ada juga yang dia kenal dan dia pandai tulis.

yang tak kenal pun ade gak..

huruf H boleh tulis, tapi A tak boleh.

maybe sebab A senget kot, H kan tegak je..

hehehehe..

takpe-takpe..

slow-slow..

nanti lama-lama pandai la tu..

hehehe..

be a good girl, Marissa.. 

(^_^)v

>> politics.. politics everywhere..

salam to all readers..

=)

first of all, i want to remind you..

i'm not into politics.

but there are a lot of stories and rumors spread widely these days.

and it becomes more and more and more uncontrollable.

you know what i think?

i think, if you want to get something, you need money.

sure.

this is fact.

they want the supports from rural areas, so they give out BR1M..

is it involve money, or not?

people easily become tempted when talk about money.

if you willing to give me RM1,000 right now to do something, without second doubt, i do it and take the money.

why? because i desperately need money to buy VVIP tickets for TVXQ concert this 18th May..

*just kidding.. hehe

for those who lives in the urban area, BR1M maybe doesn't help much.

so, they are considering Pakatan's manifesto, which is a drop of fuel prices, no tolls, etc.

well, it is really good manifesto, right?

is it about money?

yes. 

it is about saving money.

maybe we can save much more than the price of BR1M.

who knows..

well..

everything now has been decided.

BN now is the lead of the nations.

and it is not so surprising, actually.

i think, even without the help of the ghost voters, BN will still win the election.

why?

because people trust BN so much.

and they find it hard to change the government to Pakatan.

we can afford to change the government once in 5 years, but for some people, it is miserable.

maybe this is for the government workers, or government 'macai' etc.

the situation here, 'Bangla' now have an IC..

they are now are officially Malaysian..

so, we must treat them equally to those who are originally Malaysian.

think about it..

in the future, they eventually will make a community, and then they will fight for their rights as Malaysian.

look what happen now..

why be so racist toward Chinese?

so, in the future, you will be so damn racist to Bangla too?

and what i see here, Malays will lost its power in our own country..

just because of those 'brilliant' ideas of the leaders.

you want Chinese to go back to China, and Indians to go back to India?

this is absolutely wrong.

they are born here, live here, study here, everything here..

they even contribute to our country, and you want them to leave?

we need each others.

that is why we are called Malaysian..

not Malayan, Chinesean, Indian, etc..

what is happening?

even in Islam, we are not taught to be racist.

we are taught to be friendly with non-muslim, and create a good relationship with them.

who know, we can attract them to convert to Islam..

kan?

so, what is the possible solutions are there to solve this problems?

can anyone think about it?

it sound like i support Pakatan or something, but it is not that..

Pakatan also have their weakness.

they did not convince people with enough facts..

1.  decrease of fuel price - they didn't really exposed how they can do that. in fact, the fuel price nowadays keep increasing.. i know they should be given some trust to lead the country, but people can't be convinced just with this statement. they need some explanations, or some methodology of how Pakatan can decrease 

the fuel price.

2. no tolls - it is good for tolls user, but it is not for the toll girls/boys who are working at the tolls for many years.. Pakatan didn't say how to resolve the financial problems that may arise if there is no tolls, so, people seem can't believe it.

3. no PTPTN. - this issue i already mentions in my previous post. click here..

4. free educations - free thing is good, but as you know, we pay our educational fees to pay the lecturers, campus facilities, exams and many more. so, if we don't need to pay anything, do you think all the teachers/lecturers will be teaching for free?

now, you can see that all involved money..

yes..

money is important..

so important that without money, you can't survive living in Malaysia.

to be frank, many of us did not vote for BN because we didn't want someone to be the leader of the country..

not because we're not trust that party to rule.

i think we may need some changes in the election as well.

which is: we can vote anyone that we like to rule our residential areas, and also the one to rule the country.

you know what i mean..

right now, the election we have is just to choose someone to rule our residential areas, not the one to rule the country.

let say for example.

there are 2 peoples, A & B.

A = BN representative - so good leadership, good management, everything is good.

B = Pakatan representative - also as good as A 

if you really hard-core fan of BN, of course you will vote for BN. and also otherwise.

but, what if you like BN, but you didn't like the leader of that party..

will you still vote for it?

with some rumors around, there is a high chances of you will vote for Pakatan.

and that is what happening right now..

so, i think we need to do elections to select the leader too..

not just for our residential areas, but for our country.

then everyone will be happy..

win-win situations.

to the leaders, you need to listen and listen and listen to people's opinion.

and consider them one by one.

that is what we call a good leaders..

not just 'ikut-kepala-kau-je' attitude.

fuh..~~

lega dapat tulis panjang-panjang pasal politik.

first time nih.

well, maybe ade tersalah info or something..

tapi ini la antara rumors yang aku dengar.

sama ada betul atau tak, fikir-fikir la sendiri..

frankly, the moment yang paling aku tak boleh lupa pada 5/5/2013:

siang hari, aku tengok video bangla turun dari bas untuk mengundi.. 

dan bas itu terang-terangan ada lambang 1Malaysia.

malam: bila BN menang, Najib cakap, "itu semua tak betul. kejadian tu berlaku kat luar negara.."

W.T.H???

terang-terangan ada lambang 1Malaysia, tapi kat luar negara?

agak-agak la..

kalau dia cakap, video tu diambil pada hari biasa, tapi disebarkan pada hari mengundi, kira boleh terima lagi la kan..

entah betul entah tidak.

siapa yang menyebarkan video tu, sila tampil ke hadapan..

dan bagi statement depan Ka'abah angkat sumpah bagai, sama ada betul atau tak..

* narcissistic giler kau, liana.. 

full stop.

......

tu la..

hari tu sombong sangat..

dengan confident giler kata tak nak..

sekarang..

apa jadi?

menggelabah cari sana sini...

:'(