>> hi alls..

salam to all readers..

=)

diam tak diam..

dah dua bulan aku tak tulis blog..

say thanks to my phone, sebab aku dah jarang online guna laptop..

cakap pasal henpon..

i dont know why..

ramai kawan-kawan sedara mara aku ingt aku pakai iphone 5s..

huhuhu..

gua belum mampu beb nak beli iphone..

tambah-tambah lak tujuan gua beli henpon semata-mata nak main game and tgk drama korea..

mmg iphone tu boleh kata out of list la..

*padahal tak mampu.. saje je sedapkan hati..

handphone baru yang tak berapa nak baru..

tadaaaaa....

lenovo S920 kaler biru metalik..

the reason i bought this handphone is simple..

ringan

skrin besar + HD

nipis

dan murah

i dont really care about the specs whatsoever..

sebab for me, i want to buy smartphone because i want to play games and watch drama..

tak boleh bela punye motif kan..

setakat ni ok-ok la..

kadang-kadang hang jugak..

sebab spec hp aku cuma 4GB ram, dan aku tak beli lagi SD card yg berkapasiti besar..

well, you cant expect everything to be perfect sangat la kan..

lain la kalau beli iphone, then hang.. yg tu aku akan lodge report..

p/s: handsome boy pun tukar phone brand yang sama dengan aku pakai.. cuma model lain la.. 

hensem boy..

my ofismate yg sama masuk kerja sama time dgn aku dan hensem..

rupa dia ade la iras-iras cinta pertama aku, Lee Dong Wook..

dulu before dia tukar dept, kitorg selalu balik sama-sama naik LRT sampai wangsa maju..

tapi sekarang, dia da tukar dept, kerja shift..

dah jarang jumpa..

disebabkan time birthday aku hari tu, hensem boy bagi aku kek resipi rahsia..

maka, mereka mereka (ofismet yang lain) ingatkan aku ade apa-apa dengan dia..

skandal la konon kan..

kerja..

so far so good..

i enjoy doing my job..

Alhamdulillah  i am here..

syukur sangat-sangat-sangat..

even though it is not related at all to my studies, i find this job is really interesting..

seriously..

i learn that there is more options available out there other than being an actuary..

actuary..

professional paper..

i dont think i want to take it..

why? 

first: i have no confidence to pass the exam

second: when i have no confidence at it,probability of failure almost 80%, why should i spend money on the things that i am not confident at? and, why should i? i dont want to be an actuary anymore.. i cant stand the pressure.. honestly.

dulu dulu before amik course ni, kemain cakap kat diri sendiri..

liana, you can do it!

be an actuary!

bila dah merasa pelbagai jenis soalan yang macam-macam begitu..

i think actuary is not a good job for me.

need to hunt another dream!

oh ya..

i've told you guys right that at least i achieved my dream to be an actuarial graduate..

yes.. i did..

but i dont know what to do with it now..

at least i've got that feeling of satisfaction on achieving my dream.. 

i'm not regret studying this..

not at all..

hensem boy also an actuarial graduates.. coincidence, isnt it?

so he know how hard it is.. and he know exactly how we (acturial science student) feels..

asyik mention hensem boy je dari tadi, tapi tuan empunya badan tak tahu pun aku panggil dia hensem boy..

hahahahahahha..

for those who are job hunting right now, 

my sincere advice is:

try apply for all kind of jobs available in the market..

dont demand too much, and dont worry too much..

i guess i worry too much about little-little things..

that may be one of the reason why aku lambat sikit dapat kerja kan..

but its okay..

good things will come for those who wait..

;)

interview tips?

nak interview tips?

senang je..

kacang sangat-sangat..

practice..

yup..

practice with youtube..

i do that..

kalau setakat practice sekali, bajet terus ok.. memang sorry la kan..

best jugak jadi org yg berpengalaman pergi interview-interview nih..

i know where exactly i did wrong during the interview.

1st interview: too relaxed, caught up low self confidence when i said this word; "saya cakap bahasa melayu, boleh?" because they asked me about my life, and i couldn't translate it at that time.

2nd interview: too scared of the environment.. it shows you know..

3rd interview: too fake.. sebab aku rasa macam nampak sangat ayat skema.. mcm skema jawapan pun ade gak.. but at least at this time, i gain my confidence with practice.

4th: this is the interview where i got this job..

the crucial questions are:

"can you work time Raya?" 

"can you work during public holidays?"

"what time is the latest you can go back home?"

guess what my answer is..

of course i said i can..

and using my experience as salesgirl at the shoe store - i also work during public holiday what..

no difference..

yang time balik tu tak tahan..

dengan konfiden je aku jawab: "until train station closed."

*jawapan sama dgn hensem boy.. selalu kena sakat dgn ofismet lain bila kitorang OT.. 

hahahahahhaa...

and dont forget to mention about your future with the company.. how you can grow in this company etc.

find it all in google..

5th interview: it is not really an interview, i guess..

anyone know about FSTEP?

i barely made it into the list (bcoz my CGPA tak cukup syarat and i'm not active in ko-k), and went for the English test..

supposedly, there should be interview on the same day, tapi atas certain problems, interview was postponed until further notice.

Alhamdulillah..

i passed the test..

as soon as i passed, i got a call from the 4th interview; stated that i got the job..

then, say bye bye to FSTEP..

tata...

bila buat mcm ni, baru aku sedar..

aku baru pergi 5 interview je..

tapi rase mcm dah pergi banyak giler..

pengalaman kan..

dah dua bulan kerja, baru dapat e-mail dari FSTEP for interview session..

i say bye bye je la..

rezeki aku kat sini..

:)

actually, bila aku mula kerja kat tmpat kerja sekarang ni..

aku dpt byk panggilan interview..

di merata-rata tempat..

bukit jalil, damansara, cyberjaya, bangsar etc.

i reject them all..

why?

sense of loyalty.

secondly, kerja sini ltransport lebih mudah..

and most important: gaji sini lebih tinggi..

kos sara hidup dah naik, takkan la nak kejar benda yang tak pasti, dan lagi kecik kan?

i sounds greedy here..

but it is the fact.

i dont need to buy a car..

i dont need to rent a house..

i can save more by doing this two things..

but i cant really saving because i love to do something unexpextedly!

please someone stop me!

sejak kerja ni, i didnt stop myself that much form doing things that i want..

the problem is, i buy things that i think i will use, but i'm actually not using it.

dumbell.. konon-konon nak exercise.. semingggu pertama je rajin.. pastu ke lautan Hindi kerajinan tu pergi..

storybooks.. beli sampai tiga.. i bought it time offer.. baca 1 chapter, then tak baca-baca dah sampai sekarang..

polariod camera.. since film dah habis dan tak reti-reti nak restock.. maka terbengkalai la beliau di dalam kotak..

can someone stop me from buying things i dont really need..?

pleaaasseee...

but dont stop me from eating!

this is so not forgivable..

hahahahahahaha...

mungkin cukup sampai di sini aku recap ape yang terlintas di fikiran ni..

later will write again..

hehehehe..

 pagi tadi terserempak dengan someone yg dulu inspired me to take actuarial course..

and he still remember me!

sungguh tak ku sangka..

hope esok ketemu lagi kita..

goodnight..

sweet dreams..

>> [fanaccount] TVXQ Live World Tour 'Catch Me' in Kuala Lumpur..

salam to all readers..

=)

and its time!

the time is here!

i'm gonna meet TVXQ...!!!!

weeeeeehhhhhooooooooo....

i don't know how to say it anymore.

finally, one of my dream comes true..

*check the wishlist box over there -->

I've been wandering around Facebook pages for the tickets..

and finally, i got this..

and here is where i seat..

 

*refer to the small red star in this pic

can't believe it yet?

this is the view from my seat in the stadium..

tadaaaaaaa.~~~

i am so close to the stage..

omo omo omoooo~~

ChangMin Oppa! i'll be waiting for you!!

thank you so much Raichu Huynh for selling me the tickets far more cheaper than its original price..

in fact, it is cheaper than the half of the original price too..

and you are really the best Cassie i've ever met.!

i ♥ u..

and the concert begins..

for full coverage of fancam, you can find it at dbsknights.net

here i would like to share a few fancam that i took with my own camera..

MY OWN CAMERA..

how i wish i had a HD video camera.. since the resolution is not really good..

its okay, liana..

next year, you must buy a brand new HD video camera..

hahahaha..

Journey

YunHo's aeroplane got stuck in the mid air..

YunHo Oppa, its really dangerous you jump out like that..

don't do this again.. ever!

ChangMin's Confession

i thought ChangMin will sing Ting Hai, so it is really unexpected he will sing Confession..

this is really like i hit the jackpot!

i've been waiting to hear him singing this song live in front of me..

and he did!

he smile at the end of the song because he read this banner..

*click here..*

so cute of him..

and to the owner of the banner, you are really lucky because ChangMin respond to yours, cutely!

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

Humanoids

this is the clearest out of all fancams that i took..

oh yeaaaaa~

Like Now

i love their voices.. 

perfectly harmonized..

at this time, how i wish they were 5.. TVX5Q!

Catch Me

the highlight of the night!

recorded by Najjah..

i'm so excited that  i want to forget about my camera. so i let her record instead..

hahaha..

Keep Your Head Down

the comeback song..

Mirotic

you know how i fall in love with ChangMin when he scream in this song, right?

and yes..

he did it again!

last but not least..

this is not taken by me..

but i just cut it into the main point..

which is when ChangMin said "Sawa Saya Awak?" instead of "Saya Sayang Awak."

you are too cute, ChangMin Oppa..

your mistake is forgiven..

lets learn Malay together next time!

and here are few of the pics that i took inside the stadium..

actually, there's quite a number, but well..

everything is shaky..

thanks to my Parkinson hand especially when i'm overly excited.. =_="

and the best picture of the night goes to.........

the concert is coming to the end..

overall..

i really enjoy myself there..

thank you JPM Music for bringing the boys here..

hope you will organize their future concert too..

please, i beg you..

bring them back again next year..

please... please.. please...

the stage after the ending..

look how 'messy' is it..

it means that was really an amazing concert!

dae-bak!

dah habis concert, baru sibuk nak bergambar.. hehehe..

with new cassie friends..

throughout the concert, i've been shouting more than 5 times..

"창민 사랑해~~!!!"

if anyone have heard some weird girl screaming like that during the 'silent mode', then it must be me..

hahaha..

and i've heard my voices in some of others fancams..

hope ChangMin will notice my voice..

hahahahaha..

"nak bawak balik banner ni, boleh?" bisik liana dalam hati..

hehehehe..

oh ya.. the most heartwarming moment is when they are about to sing "Unforgettable"

we all fans hold up the banner "우리는 항상  여기에  있어요" which means "we will always be here" 

their eyes are teary, and YunHo's voices are shaky..

they are about to cry, but they manage to hold in..

i'm not..

i'm crying as i'm singing along together with them.. huhuhuhu....

TVXQ, please promise me you will come back again..

the 6 years i've been waiting for you guys..

it is really worth it..

i love you both from the bottom of my heart..

my sister in law said it is like i'm waiting for my boyfriend.. because 6 years is too long actually..

well..

who knows ChangMin will really be my husband one day?

kan?

berangan liana berangan..

hehehe..

one more thing to share..

this is the only concert that gives out too many freebies..

i love it!

i got towels, mini red light stick, purple light stick, banners and also mini poster of TVXQ Catch Me in Kuala Lumpur..

towels..

banners..

mini red light stick & mini poster..

i love it to the max!!

this is the best concert ever i had attend..

ever!

THE BEST EVER!

(^_^)

Thanks TVXQ makes my dream comes true..

I ♥ TVXQ!

forever..

p/s: aku tak pernah suka seseorang selama mana aku suka ChangMin.. adakah ini dinamakn jodoh? hehehe..

"you are someone who know what you want.." 

>> ponteng kelas..

salam to all readers..

=)

tiba-tiba teringat zaman sekolah asrama dulu.

disebabkan demam, aku dapat 1 hari MC.

memandangkan hari sekolah, MC pun tak leh stay dekat bilik.

so kene la rehat kat bilik kesihatan.

esoknya aku dah okay dah.

tapi disebabkan pagi-pagi tu kelas english.

dan aku tak siap lagi essay english yang kene hantar hari tu.

maka, aku sengaja memberi alasan aku tak sihat lagi.

and add another extra day in bilik kesihatan.

hahahaha..

liana oh liana.

the most innocent girl la konon..

lol. =p

>> pesan cikgu..

salam to all readers..

=)

ni pesan cikgu kimia aku masa kt MRSM Serting dulu..

dulu sebelum masuk kelas.

kalau lambat kene denda baca doa..

cikgu zaid ni standard mcm ustaz azhar idrus la bila dia bg ceramah..

seronok je dengar..

dan dia suka buat lawak.

hehehehe..

(^_^)

>> aku fobia dengan penipu..

salam to all readers.

=)

terkenang zaman kat KMM dulu..

kitorang berlima satu geng.

ke kuliah sama-sama.

makan sama-sama.

study pun kadang-kadang sama-sama..

boleh katakan kamceng la kitorg berlima sekawan ni..

4 out of 5 of us duduk satu blok.

lagi la kamceng, kan?

but as time pass by..

one of us couple.

make herself away from us.

tu okay lagi.

yg paling tak ku sangka.

one of us adalah seorang penipu besar.

everything about her is a lie.

she lie about her family.

she lie about her health condition.

she lie about her education background.

and she even fake out a scene of death.

gila kan?

the thing is....

kitorang rapat.

tapi dia macam tak begitu nak bercerita heart-to-heart dengan aku.

mungkin sebab personaliti aku yg tak berapa nak amik kisah kot.

tapi kalau ko kawan aku, for sure la aku akan jadi kisah, kan?

one fine day.

everything is revealed by itself..

she ran away from the block..

but she ran towards our classmate room.

such a coincident, kan?

ataupun dia dah plan?

entah la..

bila semuanya terbongkar..

aku rasa macam tak percaya.

gila ke budak ni?

kenapa perlu tipu sana tipu sini?

kalau tak nak bercerita, takpe.

kitorg faham.

aku pun tak bercerita banyak pasal diri aku.

but at least aku tak mereka-reka cerita pasal family aku, pasal health, education etc.

yang paling aku sedih.

dia ada cerita dia dapat offer pergi oversea.

tp result SPM dia 6A je kot.

aku yg dpt 7A ni tak dpt offer mana-mana pun..

tahu tak aku menangis gila-gila bila aku balik bilik lepas dia cerita benda ni?

sedih la beb.

aku yg beria-ia nak gi oversea tp tak dpt offer..

dia dpt offer tp sebab family x bagi dia pergi, so dia cancel..

ko tahu tak aku MENANGIS gila-gila pasal benda ni?

tahu tak?

bila aku dpt tahu ko tipu aku.

perasaan benci tu datang bertubi-tubi.

tak payah la nak reka cerita yg boleh buat aku emo.

kalau tak dpt offer, meh la kita sama-sama menangis kenang nasib diri yg tak layak pergi oversea.

tak payah la buat aku rasa mcm aku je yg tak layak belajar kt sana.

one more scene yg aku masih ingat..

dia dtg kuliah dgn bibir yang berdarah.

aku tanya kenapa, dia tak jawab.

maybe aku ni pesen yg bila org dah tak nak jawab. malas la aku nak tanya banyak-banyak kali kan..

at last, one of our friend (the persistent type) tanya, and dia jawab.

ada org tak puas hati dgn dia..

can you imagine what happen?

she tell us they (her enemies) attack her.

oh no..

aku rase mcm geram, marah, dan sebagainya.

as a friend, aku rasa mcm aku patut jumpa dengan budak-budak yg attack dia tu.

*protective instinct*

tapi dia tak bagi.

dia kata tak payah nak kecoh-kecoh pasal hal ni.

so, aku tak buat ape pun la.

menjalani kehidupan seperti biasa.

bila terbongkar, rupa-rupanya dia sengaja menyakiti diri sendiri untuk mendapat perhatian kawan-kawan.

gila ke apa?

sanggup menyakiti diri sendiri?

memang mental budak ni.

pasal family pulak.

dia cerita kakak abang dia sume graduan oversea.

wah..

hebat kan?

tp bila kitorang selidik.

sume kakak abang dia belajar kat universiti tempatan je.

kenapa perlu tipu?

kalau taknak cerita, tak payah cerita la.

ni tetibe je mereka-reka cerita yang buat kitorg impress.

tp result ko tak impressive pun. *nada sinis*

yg pasal death scene tu..

dia tak buat depan mata aku.

tp dia buat dekat wing-mate aku.

*wing-mate: mereka-mereka yang duduk kat bilik yang satu row dengna bilik aku*

apa yg dia buat depan aku ialah dia pura-pura tak sihat.

nampak la rupa dia yang pucat lesi..

mcm tak cukup zat..

mmg nampak mcm org sakit.

sesiapa yang terkena dengan dia pasal death scene tu..

memang kesian dan memang menakutkan.

bayangkan..

keadaan seseorang yg tengah nazak tengah-tengah malam.

siap bacakan yassin dah kt keliling katil dia.

i wonder why her roomate tak panggil aku time dia 'pura-pura' nazak tu.

maybe sebab dorg tak ingt aku bilik mana kot..

nak cerita banyak.. 

memang banyak lagi.

tp cukup la aku cerita the important part je.

apa perasaan korang bila korang berada kt tempat aku?

aku dah jadi fobia dengan penipu.

sebab tu la bila aku dapat tahu org tipu aku, automatik aku akan ada perasaan benci yang teramat..

sesiapa yang terasa pernah menipu aku selama ni dan aku tak tahu pun kau tipu aku.

kau boleh dikatakan selamat daripada perasaan benci ini.

once i hate you, forever will hate.

i wonder why she didn't even apologized for what she did..

and i wonder am i able to forgive her?

>> duit raya..

salam to all readers..

=)

someone used to layan me so well back then..

bila aku mintak duit raya..

dia bagi exactly what i wanted.

"aku nak duit raya warna merah tau.. kalau ko murah hati, duit biru hijau pun boleh.."

and yes.

he did give me both.

special edition lagi tu..

korang ade?

hahahahaha..

aku tak berhenti tersenyum bila jumpa benda ni..

(^_^)v

>> aku & cooking academy..

salam to all readers..

=)

cheyt..

tajuk sangat gempak..

seolah-olah aku pergi akademi memasak dalam dunia realiti..

padahal........

*senyum sorang-sorang*

aku masih ingat lagi..

masa kat matrix dulu..

time study week..

aku bukannye 24 jam study menghadap buku je..

bila da boring dengan buku..

pergi bilik sebelah pinjam laptop Dila nak main game ni:

ye..

Cooking Academy..

tuan punye laptop mesti sakit hati ngan aku kan?

sebab dia study bukak buku..

aku study game kat laptop dia..

hahahahhahaha..

tapi masa tu aku main sampai habis buat Breakfast je..

tak sempat nak main next-next punye level..

huhu..

dah habis matrix.. masuk UM..

aku dah ade laptop sendiri..

dan dah ada internet lagi tu..

so, aku teringin la jugak kan nak menghabiskan permainan ni..

tapi sayangnya....

game yg aku copy  dari member aku tu tak leh bukak..

dan error memanjang..

dah la tak taw mane nak download free..

mmg sumpah noob giler aku bab2 download game ni..

T_T

beberapa kali cuba download..

sayang sekali.. semuanya trial version.. after complete 60 minutes kena beli terus kalau nak main..

nasib baik aku ni masih waras..

kalau tak mmg aku beli je la..

semalam entah apa mimpi..

google la game ni kan..

jeng.. jeng.. jeng..............

akhirnya..

aku telah menghabiskan masa sampai pukul 4 pagi main benda alah ni sampai khatam..

pergh....

dahsyat kau, liana!

hari ni pulak..

dok gatal2 'ter'download Cooking Academy 2 and 3..

serius gila mcm ni..

dah.. dah..!
pi study pi!!
sampai bila nak main game je ni?

>> zaman muda-mudi...

ni zaman aku darjah 6 dulu..

kelas 6 Maju 2..

aku pun x ingt aku ade lagi x gmbr ni..

huhuu..

ni pun cilok dari encik fesbuk..

dari group ex sekolah kebangsaan wangsa maju seksyen 1(1997-2002)

hehehe..

bila tgk balik gmbr ni kan..

weyh..

siyes..!

aku ni mmg seorg yg agak pelupa..

berapa org je kot yg aku kenal..

nik, izzati, sharifah, hariyanti, rabiatul, syazwani, azam, vimal shaun, najmi, farah,siti nur, fatihah..

yg lain..??

jongmal mianhae..~

ade yg aku ingt muka.. x ingat nama..

ade pulak tu yg aku rasa mcm xpernah jumpa pulak tu..

ape ke dahsyat nye memory loss aku nih..

huhuhu..

muka masing2 zaman muda2 dulu lain la dgn yg sekarang ni..

aku muke sendiri pun mcm dh xdpt detect..

haha..

(^_^)v

korang..

kalau agak2 korg dulu time darjah 6 pernah sekelas dengan aku..

jgn la memalu tegur aku ek..?

ingtkan la aku yg pelupa nih..

siyes..!

xigt beb..!

>.<"

p/s: kalau korg boleh teka mana satu aku.. aku bagi hadiah 5sen.. nak..?? (~_~)