>> hi alls..

salam to all readers..

=)

diam tak diam..

dah dua bulan aku tak tulis blog..

say thanks to my phone, sebab aku dah jarang online guna laptop..

cakap pasal henpon..

i dont know why..

ramai kawan-kawan sedara mara aku ingt aku pakai iphone 5s..

huhuhu..

gua belum mampu beb nak beli iphone..

tambah-tambah lak tujuan gua beli henpon semata-mata nak main game and tgk drama korea..

mmg iphone tu boleh kata out of list la..

*padahal tak mampu.. saje je sedapkan hati..

handphone baru yang tak berapa nak baru..

tadaaaaa....

lenovo S920 kaler biru metalik..

the reason i bought this handphone is simple..

ringan

skrin besar + HD

nipis

dan murah

i dont really care about the specs whatsoever..

sebab for me, i want to buy smartphone because i want to play games and watch drama..

tak boleh bela punye motif kan..

setakat ni ok-ok la..

kadang-kadang hang jugak..

sebab spec hp aku cuma 4GB ram, dan aku tak beli lagi SD card yg berkapasiti besar..

well, you cant expect everything to be perfect sangat la kan..

lain la kalau beli iphone, then hang.. yg tu aku akan lodge report..

p/s: handsome boy pun tukar phone brand yang sama dengan aku pakai.. cuma model lain la.. 

hensem boy..

my ofismate yg sama masuk kerja sama time dgn aku dan hensem..

rupa dia ade la iras-iras cinta pertama aku, Lee Dong Wook..

dulu before dia tukar dept, kitorg selalu balik sama-sama naik LRT sampai wangsa maju..

tapi sekarang, dia da tukar dept, kerja shift..

dah jarang jumpa..

disebabkan time birthday aku hari tu, hensem boy bagi aku kek resipi rahsia..

maka, mereka mereka (ofismet yang lain) ingatkan aku ade apa-apa dengan dia..

skandal la konon kan..

kerja..

so far so good..

i enjoy doing my job..

Alhamdulillah  i am here..

syukur sangat-sangat-sangat..

even though it is not related at all to my studies, i find this job is really interesting..

seriously..

i learn that there is more options available out there other than being an actuary..

actuary..

professional paper..

i dont think i want to take it..

why? 

first: i have no confidence to pass the exam

second: when i have no confidence at it,probability of failure almost 80%, why should i spend money on the things that i am not confident at? and, why should i? i dont want to be an actuary anymore.. i cant stand the pressure.. honestly.

dulu dulu before amik course ni, kemain cakap kat diri sendiri..

liana, you can do it!

be an actuary!

bila dah merasa pelbagai jenis soalan yang macam-macam begitu..

i think actuary is not a good job for me.

need to hunt another dream!

oh ya..

i've told you guys right that at least i achieved my dream to be an actuarial graduate..

yes.. i did..

but i dont know what to do with it now..

at least i've got that feeling of satisfaction on achieving my dream.. 

i'm not regret studying this..

not at all..

hensem boy also an actuarial graduates.. coincidence, isnt it?

so he know how hard it is.. and he know exactly how we (acturial science student) feels..

asyik mention hensem boy je dari tadi, tapi tuan empunya badan tak tahu pun aku panggil dia hensem boy..

hahahahahahha..

for those who are job hunting right now, 

my sincere advice is:

try apply for all kind of jobs available in the market..

dont demand too much, and dont worry too much..

i guess i worry too much about little-little things..

that may be one of the reason why aku lambat sikit dapat kerja kan..

but its okay..

good things will come for those who wait..

;)

interview tips?

nak interview tips?

senang je..

kacang sangat-sangat..

practice..

yup..

practice with youtube..

i do that..

kalau setakat practice sekali, bajet terus ok.. memang sorry la kan..

best jugak jadi org yg berpengalaman pergi interview-interview nih..

i know where exactly i did wrong during the interview.

1st interview: too relaxed, caught up low self confidence when i said this word; "saya cakap bahasa melayu, boleh?" because they asked me about my life, and i couldn't translate it at that time.

2nd interview: too scared of the environment.. it shows you know..

3rd interview: too fake.. sebab aku rasa macam nampak sangat ayat skema.. mcm skema jawapan pun ade gak.. but at least at this time, i gain my confidence with practice.

4th: this is the interview where i got this job..

the crucial questions are:

"can you work time Raya?" 

"can you work during public holidays?"

"what time is the latest you can go back home?"

guess what my answer is..

of course i said i can..

and using my experience as salesgirl at the shoe store - i also work during public holiday what..

no difference..

yang time balik tu tak tahan..

dengan konfiden je aku jawab: "until train station closed."

*jawapan sama dgn hensem boy.. selalu kena sakat dgn ofismet lain bila kitorang OT.. 

hahahahahhaa...

and dont forget to mention about your future with the company.. how you can grow in this company etc.

find it all in google..

5th interview: it is not really an interview, i guess..

anyone know about FSTEP?

i barely made it into the list (bcoz my CGPA tak cukup syarat and i'm not active in ko-k), and went for the English test..

supposedly, there should be interview on the same day, tapi atas certain problems, interview was postponed until further notice.

Alhamdulillah..

i passed the test..

as soon as i passed, i got a call from the 4th interview; stated that i got the job..

then, say bye bye to FSTEP..

tata...

bila buat mcm ni, baru aku sedar..

aku baru pergi 5 interview je..

tapi rase mcm dah pergi banyak giler..

pengalaman kan..

dah dua bulan kerja, baru dapat e-mail dari FSTEP for interview session..

i say bye bye je la..

rezeki aku kat sini..

:)

actually, bila aku mula kerja kat tmpat kerja sekarang ni..

aku dpt byk panggilan interview..

di merata-rata tempat..

bukit jalil, damansara, cyberjaya, bangsar etc.

i reject them all..

why?

sense of loyalty.

secondly, kerja sini ltransport lebih mudah..

and most important: gaji sini lebih tinggi..

kos sara hidup dah naik, takkan la nak kejar benda yang tak pasti, dan lagi kecik kan?

i sounds greedy here..

but it is the fact.

i dont need to buy a car..

i dont need to rent a house..

i can save more by doing this two things..

but i cant really saving because i love to do something unexpextedly!

please someone stop me!

sejak kerja ni, i didnt stop myself that much form doing things that i want..

the problem is, i buy things that i think i will use, but i'm actually not using it.

dumbell.. konon-konon nak exercise.. semingggu pertama je rajin.. pastu ke lautan Hindi kerajinan tu pergi..

storybooks.. beli sampai tiga.. i bought it time offer.. baca 1 chapter, then tak baca-baca dah sampai sekarang..

polariod camera.. since film dah habis dan tak reti-reti nak restock.. maka terbengkalai la beliau di dalam kotak..

can someone stop me from buying things i dont really need..?

pleaaasseee...

but dont stop me from eating!

this is so not forgivable..

hahahahahahaha...

mungkin cukup sampai di sini aku recap ape yang terlintas di fikiran ni..

later will write again..

hehehehe..

 pagi tadi terserempak dengan someone yg dulu inspired me to take actuarial course..

and he still remember me!

sungguh tak ku sangka..

hope esok ketemu lagi kita..

goodnight..

sweet dreams..