>>........

liana..

jangan terlalu pandang benda yang negatif boleh tak??

berduyun-duyun benda positif kat keliling ko..

why you still look the negative side??

WHY?

>> namja & yeoja..

when we talk about love..

how many of you will think it is a relationship between yeoja & namja..??

boys & girls??

man &woman..??

majayo~

its right..

almost all of us will think that love is some kind of relationship or feeling what so ever just between yeoja & namja..

*sorry..i just finish with my korean drama..so you will see many of words that you might not understand..*

sarang.. love story..

no matter how i look over it..i just don't get it.. ini juga berdasarkan apa yg aku observe sejak kebelakangan ini..

why does all malay man want to blame korean drama if there's an issue about relationship..??

why..??

are you all just don't have the guts to date us..?

you don't have any confidence that you're not a handsome man as the main character in the drama..??

you're not perfect like the namja usually appear in the drama..??

huh..?

then you start to spread rumours that we are too attracted to them..

yeah..

its must be true that we are a bit fanatic..

but why the blame should you put on hanguk saram *korean people*..??

i can't understand that..

okay.. here.. specifically i said.. for those who love to watch korean drama..i know how its feels.. as  a girl..

of course you want to do the romantic-romatic scene or cutey-cutey scene just like in the drama..

am i wrong..??

coz i am one of them , too..

i've been thinking this over a long period of time..

since i started to layan this kind of drama.. korean drama, i mean..

if i'm not mistaken.. since form 2 i think..

i really want to do almost all the scene that the hero-heroin in that drama do..

they just  way too sweet.. and too lovably.. isn't it..??

and i do think..

maybe its just my immature thoughts..

maybe sometimes when i grow up i wouldn't wish it to be like this anymore..

but..

to my surprised..

my feelings to do all sort of things is the same..!

except for one part..

i can't bear the pain of the love, i think..

since i'm 20 years old girl now..

i think..

i can separate what reality and fantasy is..

its a bit too far with each other..

but thats the fact that we must accept..

fantasy: 

that namja should be perfect..!

handsome, rich, have manners, etc.

reality : 

no one is perfect in this world..  

so.. we can't search for perfectness.. therefore.. do you know what kind of namja that i search in my reality..??

of course its not like ChangMin.. 

but someone like Ashraf Muslim.. 

you got what i mean here.. 

fantasy: 

that namja must be love me and only me through his entire life.. 

reality: 

even if you get married.. there's might be a day that that namja was thinking of another woman.. right..?? 

and our religion also approve namja can get married until 4.. so.. do you have the right to claim that namja will always love you like you did..? sometimes i do feel its unfair.. but well.. i'm a woman okay.. and this fact makes me feel like don't want to get in relationship with any guys.. cause i think you guys cannot be trusted.. sorry..

fantasy: 

namja must be so responsible.. 

he won't do anything to me even though there's only two of us in a small, dark space..

reality: 

do you think we can trust namja that much..? 

huh.. you know.. when there's only namja & yeoja in the small, dark place.. there's always the third party..

fantasy: 

namja that gives up everything for the yeoja is super cool namja..!

reality: 

yeah.. its super cool.. but its not if he abandoned his own family.. right..?? if you give up your family just for me.. forget it.. seriously.. forget it.. do you think i want to go through that kind of life with you..?? huh~ 

fantasy: 

that namja would try beyond his capability to reach into that yeoja's world..

reality:

 have you guys really did that..?? inform me if you did.. i think there's might be some.. but most of it just not sincere..

what else to be said..?

and now you can see clearly what kind of girl we are..

right..?

and see..

its clearly there..

the difference between namja in the drama and namja in reality..

tell me where i judge it wrongly..

*ayat mcm bagus jek.. haha*

but you know..

even in the drama itself..

it told us not to give in with any guys..

so that you can find the right guys in the end and live happily ever after..

but maybe the way they describe the guy is the way too much..

then all the girls are crazily searching for that kind of guy in this world..

 but i'm a bit surpirsed to myself..

we have a common in all that aspect if we compared it to English drama..

hahahaha..

but i'm not into it..

because i refused to watch the reality..

=_="

so..

what kind of namja are you..?

>> aku dan kopi..

salam to all readers..

=)

aku dan kopi..

memang perlu berpisah untuk selamanya..

kenapa?

sebab kesan kopi terhadap diri aku sangat-sangat berbeza dengan kesannya ke atas orang lain..

kalau orang lain minum kopi..

rasa segar bugar..

tak ngantuk..

ada yang sampai jadi hiperaktif..

tapi kesan kopi kat aku..

buat aku pening kepala..

mata jadi berat..

lantas mengantuk..

bila dah tidur..

tak sah kalau tak lebih 10 jam..

gila kan?

so kalau agak-agak aku mcm nak bunuh diri ke ape kan..

boleh la telan kopi satu jar penuh tanpa gula dan krimer..

konfirm gol terus..

ehem..

alang minum Nescafe Mocha dalam tin pun dah teruk sakit..

*refer sini*

huhuhuhuhu..

tapi kan.. tapi kan..

kalau minum ice blended Mocha..

kesannya tak berapa la sangat..

that means still boleh minum la kan..?

hihihihi..

peace!

(^_^)v

>> aku & cooking academy..

salam to all readers..

=)

cheyt..

tajuk sangat gempak..

seolah-olah aku pergi akademi memasak dalam dunia realiti..

padahal........

*senyum sorang-sorang*

aku masih ingat lagi..

masa kat matrix dulu..

time study week..

aku bukannye 24 jam study menghadap buku je..

bila da boring dengan buku..

pergi bilik sebelah pinjam laptop Dila nak main game ni:

ye..

Cooking Academy..

tuan punye laptop mesti sakit hati ngan aku kan?

sebab dia study bukak buku..

aku study game kat laptop dia..

hahahahhahaha..

tapi masa tu aku main sampai habis buat Breakfast je..

tak sempat nak main next-next punye level..

huhu..

dah habis matrix.. masuk UM..

aku dah ade laptop sendiri..

dan dah ada internet lagi tu..

so, aku teringin la jugak kan nak menghabiskan permainan ni..

tapi sayangnya....

game yg aku copy  dari member aku tu tak leh bukak..

dan error memanjang..

dah la tak taw mane nak download free..

mmg sumpah noob giler aku bab2 download game ni..

T_T

beberapa kali cuba download..

sayang sekali.. semuanya trial version.. after complete 60 minutes kena beli terus kalau nak main..

nasib baik aku ni masih waras..

kalau tak mmg aku beli je la..

semalam entah apa mimpi..

google la game ni kan..

jeng.. jeng.. jeng..............

akhirnya..

aku telah menghabiskan masa sampai pukul 4 pagi main benda alah ni sampai khatam..

pergh....

dahsyat kau, liana!

hari ni pulak..

dok gatal2 'ter'download Cooking Academy 2 and 3..

serius gila mcm ni..

dah.. dah..!
pi study pi!!
sampai bila nak main game je ni?

>> dengki mendengki...

salam to all readers..

=)

pernah tak dalam seumur hidup korang tak pernah dengki dgn orang lain??

pernah tak?

pernah tak?

jujur aku bagitahu..

aku tak pernah tak dengki dekat orang..

that means aku sentiasa dengki kat orang..

tak gitu?

eh..

ape ayat merepek aku tulis ni?

=_="

dengki..

satu perasaan yang sentiasa ada dalam hati ni..

bagaimana anda mengawal perasaan dengki anda?

ke arah positif atau negatif?

contoh paling best..

ade la sorang kawan aku nih..

pandai giler babeng la..

tanye je la ape je, sure dia boleh jawab punye..

so, ofkos la aku dengki ngan dia kan..

aku pun nak pandai jugak..

ye tak?

aku ade 3 cara nak beat kawan aku nih sebab aku memang dah dengki gila-gila dengan kejayaan beliau..

cara baik: study hard, fokus dalam kelas, buat latihan banyak-banyak..

yang ni dinamakan dengki positif.

sebab aku dengki gila kat dia, aku study..

walaupun result aku takleh beat dia pun kan..

at least aku punye CGPA ade peningkatan..

ye tak??

cara jahat: kita goda dia tak payah baca buku.. biar kita sorang je yang baca..

yang ni mmg tahap dengki busuk hati sume masuk sekali la..

tapi sedar tak?

kalau kita buat perkara ni, lambat-laun effect dia datang kt kita jugak..

kan??

cara jahat yang lagi extreme: pergi amik pisau, pistol atau segala jenis weapon..

bunuh je dia..

confirm..

perasaan dengki tu da xde sebab dia dah takkan jadi the best kalau aku ade.. *cis*

tapi perasaan bersalah la pulak datang menghantui..

hehehehe..

tu baru bab belajar..

bab-bab lain..?

baaaaaannyyaaaaaaakkkk wooo...

to my friend..

i want to make a statement here..

AKU DENGKI GILA DENGAN KAU!!

AKU NAK KEJAYAAN MACAM KAU JUGAK!!

tunggu aku di pintu kejayaan, ye sayang!

♥

apa-apa pun, sebenarnye..

mesej aku kat entry ni..

benda yang tak elok (dengki) pun boleh jadi elok kalau kita pandai kawal..

ye tak?

niat nak bust jahat, belum dapat dosa lagi..

tapi niat nak buat baik, walaupun tak buat lagi, dah dapat pahala..

terpulang pada diri sendiri la mcm mane nak kawal perasaan masing-masing..

lagi satu..

cuba fikirkan..

kenapa dia lagi hebat dari aku?

mungkin sebab usaha dia lebih dari usaha yang kita buat, kan?

fikir negatif, fikir positif..

mesti ada reasons kenapa Allah bagi dia kepandaian, kekayaan ilmu.. tapi kita takde..

ape reason nya?

tak payah fikir..

better for us to find our way to be a better person..

just like what we want to be..

peace!

(^_^)v