>> final final final..

salam to all readers..

=)

final exam, final semester, final year..

hope everything will go smoothly..

pray for my success!

and my fellow friends too..

>> one in a million..

liana, you are one in a million..

(^_^)v

>> life lesson..

salam to all readers..

=)

tertengok Paradise Ranch..

oh ye.. tertengok..

tertengok la sangat..

i hate that female lead..

not because i'm jealous or what..

but because her character really despised me off..

however, after some time..

i realized one thing that we have in common..

Determination..

we both have a strong determination, but with different level of persistence..

 she really persistent, and sometimes leads to trouble..

meanwhile, i think i am someone who consider the good & bad first before make any decision even though i really want to do so..

for example..

she really persistence in protecting her family house..

because of the sentimental value of the house itself that can't be compared with money..

in my opinion..

if i am in her shoe, i will sell off the house..

i know that house has a sentimental value, and i also really want to cherish it forever..

but, to think of the future, i can't just live with those memories..

i still need to fed myself, to do something about my future.. 

with the currency value that keep dropping by each year to another..

the inflation rate is so high that you can't really live without money..

rather than keep the house in my possession, i will sell it..

what is my dream?

that is the really big question..

for sure, my dream is not about protecting the house..

and i'm sure it is not her dream too..

our dream is to live happily with our family members..

so, wherever we are, we still can be happy as long as we are together..

if the female lead is me, i will take the money, and buy a new house in another rural areas..

you can find even larger and more comfortable house that this..

logic, isn't it?

actually, that house has been sold to someone before..

so, to think again about it..

if your father really cherish that house, why would he sold that house in the first place?

to send her to college?

she didn't even go to college properly..

financial situation?

ermm.. maybe..

oh i nearly forgot..

that house has the memories of her late mother..

i know that feeling.. you want to protect those memories..

but, like what i said earlier..

until when you can live by those memories anyway?

don't you have bad memories too?

life must go on..

one more thing that i learned..

remember the good things..

and forget all the bad things that happen to you..

you will live a happy life..

this is surely true..

(^_^)

i'm currently trying to forgive and forget all those bad things that happen to me..

and i really hope i wouldn't do the same toward others..

i mean, the bad things..

i find it really annoying when someone try to disturb anyone else business..

well, just because of your life, you want the entire project to fail?

erm.. you might think of the consequences of doing so..

you want to protect your own life, but you destroy a few hundreds of workers' lives that involved in that project..

its not that the project is illegal or what..

it is legal, but well, maybe it is not really appropriate since it involves some scams in the contract..

but hey, the company willingly to give out the compensation twice of the market price..

it is more than enough for each of the villagers to move out and find a new house.. each..

korean drama sometimes do teach me these kind of lesson..

but sometimes the story line is too absurd, that those kind of people often met someone who really powerful and have a lot of money and can settle everything for them..

in fact, the probability of those kind of things happen in real life is really really really really low..

in my case, i have no one to settle everything for me if i'm doing something..

i'm always on my own..

well, i do get moral support from my family & friends..

but when something goes wrong, moral support is not enough to survive..

you need your own way to handle those matters..

whatever i do, however i did it..

i believe, that must be the best way for me..

we planned it, Allah decides..

believes Allah will always be by your side..

and He will always be there..

(^_^)v

i spot myself in this pic!

oh yes..

it's June already..

i need to get over this concert feeling..

and focus on my study..

please...

please, liana, please...

S.T.U.D.Y!

>> mr. Calculator returns!!

salam to all readers..

=)

i realized mr. Calculator missing on Monday night..

the next day (Tuesday) morning, i got one final test for final week of my final sem..

and mr. Calculator can't be found anywhere!!

can you imagine how nervous, stressful, worried i am?

can you?

no.. maybe you don't..

or.. maybe you can feel it too..

it's too late to buy a new one for the test..

because its night already..

and i have the test on 9.00 am..

by hook or by crook, i need to use the probability calculator to study..

luckily, non-para is not really heavy mathematics..

so, simple probability calculator still can calculate all the function that i want..

test is over..

however, final exam is just around the corner..

i can't really rely on the probability calculator for my final..

that calculator doesn't have most of the function that i need to use for subjects like Differential Equation & Investment ..

so, i really need to buy a new one.. ='(

my plan:

1. search again in my house at Pantai Permai..

2. search again in my mom's house at Wangsa Maju..

3. if none, then go to MPH buy a new one.. 

after step 1 is done, i directly went to Wangsa Maju..

suddenly, one of my friend called me and said, "your calculator is with me la.."

you know what i think?

i am grateful.. but why only now you tell me you have it?

i've been searching for it since Monday, and yet you only told me you have it on Wednesday?

oh sure..

well.. it is my own mistake too..

anyway, thanks for returning mr.Calculator to me..

its sooooooo overly dramatic missing-finding story of mine..

hahaha..

dear mr.Calculator..

please be nice to me..

don't play hide-and-seek again.. okay?

i'm so overly worried..

i love you!

now i'm in an official relationship with mr.Calculator..

since exam is just around the corner, so i need to stay with him longer than usual..

if you know what i mean..

hehehehe..

(^_^)