>> kereta impian..

salam to all readers..

=)

to be honest,

aku takde kereta impian pun..

serius..

aku takde cita-cita untuk memiliki kereta sekian sekian..

tak macam orang tu, ada angan-angan nak pakai Audi, Mercedes, Ford etc.

memang betul..

aku tak pernah ada impian nak beli kereta apa-apa..

kalau ade pun, setakat Kancil dengan Myvi je..

kenapa?

kalau aku explain kenapa aku berfikiran begini, adakah anda mahu menerimanya?

rather than having a new car, i wish i can have a house under my name before i'm 30..

dulu-dulu masa sekolah menengah, rasenye macam umur 25 dah boleh beli rumah..

tapi sekarang apa jadi?

terpaksa extend lagi 5 tahun..

sebab harga rumah terlalu mahal!

harga rumah makin hari, makin tahun, makin naik..

tapi harga kereta?

kau beli kereta tahun ni rm50,000.. 

agak-agak tahun depan model yang sama, ade tak rm55,000?

takde punye..

kalau mahal pun mesti yang upgraded version..

kan..

kalau beli rumah..

tahun ni rm200,000..

there is a higher chance for it to be rm250,000 the next year..

macam melampau-lampau pulak perumpamaan aku ni..

tapi ini lah realiti hidup masa kini..

fyi, my family tak habis-habis brainwash aku:

"nanti dah dapat kerja boleh la beli kereta baru.."

aku diam je..

kadang-kadang aku jawab,

"kereta saga tu kan ada.. okay lagi.. buat apa nak beli baru?"

dan mereka pula yang terdiam..

rumah flat yang aku duduk kat wangsa maju ni, mula-mula dulu harga rm20,000 je..

sekarang?

almost rm200,000..

padahal rumah kecik je.. 2 bilik, 1 bilik air..

boleh sampai 200k kan..

sepuluh kali ganda berbanding 20 tahun yang dulu..

see??

kalau beli kereta 20 tahun yang dulu, agak-agak sekarang ni harga dia sepuluh kali ganda tak?

confirm tak..

kemungkinan besar harga kereta tu cuma 1/10 je dari harga asal..

or maybe less..

lagi satu sebab aku rasa beli kereta baru ni macam satu pembaziran ialah:

maintainence mahal..

kereta saga aku vs kereta myvi kakak aku

agak-agak maintainence sape yang tinggi?

of course kereta myvi..

minyak sama-sama jimat, tol sama-sama bayar..

tapi maintainence tak sama yer kawan-kawan..

korang (new car user) kene prepare duit roadtax + insurance hampir rm2,000 setiap tahun..

my expenses on those things tak sampai rm500 pun..

orang kata, orang yang kata la.. bukan aku yang kata..

kereta lama ni banyak buat hal..

Alhamdulillah setakat ni kereta aku takde meragam buat hal ape-ape ke..

sebab tiap-tiap kali aku bawak, aku cakap aku sayang dia..

*mcm orang giler.. hahaha

setakat tukar drive sharp, tukar tayar tu..

bukan kereta baru pun akan kene tukar ke bende2 tu kalau dah rosak?

sama je kan..

elok-elok takde hutang..

dah kene hutang rm 50,000 (kereta zaman sekarang)

at least kene bayar rm500 sebulan..

tu tak masuk duit minyak, duit tol, duit maintenance lagi tu..

tup tup, rm1,000 habis kat kereta je..

kalau gaji besar, takpe la jugak..

ni setakat gaji cukup-cukup makan..

lagi la parah..

kesimpulannya,

baru dapat kerja ni, aku taknak beli kereta!

biar adik aku yang beli kereta lain..

aku nak beli tanah atau rumah..

may Allah ease my way..

ameen..

(^_^)v

>> low BP..

salam to all readers..

=)

hari ni aku pergi buat follow-up..

check darah lagi..

fyi, hari tu aku masuk hospital 4 hari sebab suspek denggi..

tapi bila check-check punya check..

denggi negative, just a viral fever..

but with low platelet counts + low blood pressure..

hari ni result darah dah okay, platelet dah naik..

from 93 to 140..

graf platelet aku memang bentuk V since first day admitted to the last day..

the lowest count is 65..

fyi, normal platelet count is around 180-400..

jauh tak beza dengan normal count?

but 140 is considered okay la..

taaaaapi..

today my blood pressure is too low..

97/53

T____T

bila doktor cakap kene buat iv drip, aku rase mcm nak pengsan je..

sebab rase mcm tak sanggup dah la nak kene cucuk dengan jarum besar tu lagi..

rase macam nak lari je..

tapi nak tak nak..

buat la jugak..

ngeri kot experience masuk jarum tu..

ngeri dan scary dan ngilu dan macam-macam lagi..

bertahan selama sejam masuk air..

sampai ngantuk-ngantuk nak tertidur..

last-las setel jugak..

lepas masuk air tu, check blood pressure lagi..

but still low..

100/40

lagi dahsyat..

hahaha..

iv drip tak membantu..

any tips on increasing platelet counts + blood pressure?

aku assume, nak naikkan blood pressure, just makan makanan yang org yang ada darah tinggi tak boleh makan.

e.g: daging, kambing etc.

tak gitu?

>> azam 2013..

salam to all readers..

=)

azam 2013..

yes.. you guys read it right..

azam tahun ni yang tercapai:

1. TVXQ concert

this is the best moment in my life! jumpa ChangMin depan mata kan..

2. graduation

i've been struggling so much to survive, and i did it!

3. job

yeay! cik liana dah dapat kerja! =)

4. make-up tools

cik liana dah pandai nak make up dah sekarang.. 

5. swimming suit

kalau cuti, aku pergi swimming okay.. hehe

6. polaroid camera

mr siwon super junior pernah pegang polaroid aku, kau ade?

yang tak tercapai:

1. bungee jumping

2. jungle trekking

3. cuti cuti malaysia

hohoho..

takpe takpe..

azam 2014 macam mana pulak?

nanti nanti fikir..

(^_^)v

>> kugiran cik kiah..

salam to all readers..

=)

presenting..

kumpulan kugiran cik kiah..

*fyi, my mom's name is Rukiyah a.k.a cik kiah

sooooo adorable..

(^_^)

extra cast:

aneessa takde sunglasses, so dia pelik je tengok semua orang pakai sunglasses..

hahaha..

>> my nieces & nephew..

salam to all readers..

=)

my first selfie dengan budak berempat ni..

hehehehe..

selalunye bila aku ajak bergambar dgn aku, masing-masing lari..

haha..

peace!

(^_^)v

>> random..

salam to all readers..

=)

i've been admitted in hospital for 4 days..

T___T

dah sedap-sedap cuti, rasa malas pulak nak kerja kat kedai kasut ni lagi..

huhuhu..

tapi..

no work, no money..

no money, no life..

so, kerja je la dulu..

mana taw kot-kot ade rezeki keluar dari hospital ke..

hehe..

peace!

try to be as positive as i can be..

(^_^)v

salam to all readers..

=)

everyday, when i wake up in the morning..

i often think of one thing..

"when i will be able to get a job?"

it's been so frustrating..

and how i wish miracles happen..

>> scared..

salam to all readers..

=|

confession: i'm scared of everything!

i'm scared of animals..

i'm scared of humans..

i'm scared of myself..

and i'm scared of the nature of the world..

things get worse when i try to overcome those..

and i keep being scared..

and sometime it is even more worst than before..

[fanpic] Super Show 5 Super Junior World Tour in Kuala Lumpur..

salam to all readers..

=)

i went to SS5, i told ya!

my mission: to see KyuHyun up close.. and if possible, have some interaction with him..

and here i upload the pics..

tadaaaaaa~

the first thing i saw is him..

yes..

mr Cho KyuHyun..

my boyfriend's best friend..

haha!

during this time, he played with all of us in front of the stage..

including me..

and he's smiling at me!

bye!

see you guys next time..

p/s: there is a lot of KyuHyun pics becoz he always standing in front of me..

haha..

mission accomplished!

ups and downs in life..

tohoshinki live tour 2014 will begin in april..

lets save more money..

and go to japan for the concert!!

>> Si Won & my polaroid camera..

salam to all readers..

=)

believe it or not..

i went to SS5..

haha..

free ticket for rock pit..

siapa yang tak nak kan...

the moment yang paling tak boleh lupa dan tak akan aku lupa..

i try to make siwon selca using my polaroid camera,

but it didn't go well as planned..

but at least..

he took my camera, and took picture of the crowd..

do you want to see the result?

i bet you won't..

coz i dont really like it..

but i like the fact that we have some communication together during that short time..

hahaha..

jangan jelez MY-ELFs sekalian..

i try to persuade him taking my camera, but i can see he is very reluctant..

 the security guard help me pass my camera, and he took it..

then he take the picture of the crowd!

you know how disappointed i am..

T____T

like seriously..

i am very hopeful you will take selca with that camera, yet you didn't..

and you give me back the camera..

with your innocence face..

seriously..

aku merajuk kot!

dan aku jeling je dia sepanjang dia ada kat depan aku time tu..

and nampak la dia mcm rase bersalah je..

haha.. padan muka!

aku terus tak tangkap gambar langsung after that.. 

menunjukkan protes!

dan aku simpan je dua-dua kamera aku lepas tu..

bengang.. marah.. tak puas hati.. semua ada..

lagi sakit hati KyuHyun nun jauh di hujung stage belah sana..

huwaaaa...

stop.. stop.. stop..

aku rase, bermula di sini.. aku mcm berimaginasi je..

teruskan pembacaan anda kalau berminat..

but this is what my observation is..

Si Won joined the crowd at the centre of the stage..

and i can see him talked wth Henry..

and Henry look at me..

a few songs later..

Henry went in front of me..

dancing and singing..

but i didn't even take any pictures or videos of him..

after the song finished, they gather again..

and Henry is with Si Won again..

they are holding hand, but shaking their head..

macam tak berjaya memujuk aku la kononnya..

haha..

almost at the end of the concert..

Henry is singing in front of me again..

at this time, i just thought that Henry somehow has some relationship with Chang Min..

they're filming together for Cool Kiz On The Block, Table Tennis Special Episode..

and i take out my camera..

snapping some picture of him..

and yes, i used my polaroid camera once more..

you know what?

after the song ended..

i saw Henry & Si Won hugged each other with bright smile on their face..

like telling, mission accomplished..

'Thank you for saving me, Henry..' -SiWon

'No problem, bro..' - Henry

yes..

this is my observations..

whether it is true or not..

just ask Si Won and Henry about this..

if sometime in the future, SiWon or Henry mentioned about a dissappointed fan girl in SS5 Malaysia..

you should already know who is that girl..

yang lagi aku sakit hati dengan Si Won..

Dong Hae boleh je take a polaroid picture with other fans..

why can't you??

why?

why????????

nak tengok gambar yang Si Won snap?

tadaaaaaa...

yer..

gelap gelita..

tak nampak ape..

T__________T

sakit hati tak dengan beliau lepas tengok gambar ni..?

p/s: at least, encik Si Won ade pegang kamera polaroid aku..
kau ade?
ha ha ha..

>> SS5 teaser..

cik liana went to ss5??

omo...

what happen?

semata-mata nak jumpa my 'boyfriend' 's best friend?

jeng jeng jeng..

>> Changmin troll the coach..

hahaha..

>_<

>> benci betul..

salam to all readers..

=)

walaupun aku tak suka atau benci kat seseorang tu..

tak pernah pulak aku mengapi-apikan orang lain tentang keburukan dia..

tak pernah pulak aku buka aib dia, walaupun orang sekeliling bertanya..

mendiamkan diri itu lebih baik..

 

sabar je la..

the most killing menstrual pain today..

but, what is the problem?

>> KLCC Korea Fair..

salam to all readers..

=)

hari ni aku pergi KLCC semata-mata nak menjengah Korea Fair nih..

or to be exact..

SMTown Fair..

ye la.. semua SMTown punye barang kot..

hehehe..

fyi, TVXQ adalah artis dia bawah naungan SM entertainment..

so, you get what i mean there?

hehehe..

posing kejap dengan poster besar TVXQ..

(^_^)v

datang-datang je terus cari TVXQ official merchandise..

tadaaaaaa~ 

harga?

standard harga official merchandise..

bagi pekerja part time macam saya, masih lagi belum mampu memiliki semua..

sobs3x..

kalau cakap harga standard tu, that means range RM 60 - 150 for each item..

nak jugak bergambar dengan ChangMin..

hehehe..

poster ni RM 64 each.

with YunHo Oppa..

poster ni RM 120++ each.

kenapa takde ChangMin version like this?

kenapa?

kenapa.....??

kenapa.......????

hasil tangkapan hari ni: 

tak lain tak bukan, mesti ChangMin..

button RM 15 each..

YunHo punye menggoda, tapi sebab budget tak banyak, aku beli satu je..

sila paham..

SM memang pandai cari duit..

buat benda ntah pape, then bubuh gambar artis dia, terus boleh mark up tinggi-tinggi..

keychain TVXQ yg member aku nak tuh harga dia RM 102 each.. bila aku belek-belek, mcm keychain biase je..

tumblr RM120++, eye mask RM99, dan sebagainye..

ade yang aku rasa macam tak berbaloi je beli pun ada..

pape pun.. 

lepas jugak gian nak pergi tengok Korea Fair ni..

haha..

Korea la sangat..

and the most important thing,

now i have at least one official merchandise of TVXQ..

hehehe..

tata!

(^_^)v

current bad habit: makan nasi tengah malam

arghhh!!!

selama aku menceburkan diri dalam dunia kpop nih..

setakat ni la..

aku cuma collector utk satu group jer..

the one, and only one..

and you know who is it..

hehehe..

>> bila dah dapat gaji..

>> gaji..

mr changmin berdrama lagi?

jeng jeng jeng..

=)

current mood: terasa dengan sume orang..

cik liana, please don't be so oversensitive, boleh tak?

baru cakap sikit, dah sentap..

habis tu, ko cakap banyak-banyak tu, aku tak sentap pulak?

>> everybody.. shinee vs TVXQ..

comel je dorang tiru tarian Shinee..

and what's with that ichigo hat, my dear changmin?

hahahahaha..

XD