>> to a friend..

hi..

this post is basically dedicated to you..

you know who you are..

first, i am sorry for everything..

i also don't know when it started, but this is really what i feel..

we thought we clicked together..

 but some day, when i feel anxious and really need someone besides me, you weren't there.

and it makes me feel.. 'okay, i can do this alone'

 it not just once, and i don't count either..

and that feelings keep growing inside me..

and i don't even care about it anymore, since i believe that i can do everything alone..

we have a different family background..

and that is also maybe another issues..

and i think and think and think many times, before i can really open up with you..

we are having different roles in our family..

 and from my observation about you..

 i really really think that you can never understand me..

basically, i know this is all my fault..

i don't know how to open up with you..

and i don't know how i can say nice things to you..

and it keeps haunting me, that i will say something very hurt..

now i know..

being silent is the most painful torture.

i'm sorry.

there is no more words to say, except of being sorry..

seeing you happy with your life, i'm also happy.

you don't need a horrible friend like me.

and i know it.

be happy, dear..

and stay happy..

and lastly, i'm sorry..

[fan account] CNBLUE - Can't Stop In Malaysia

salam to all readers..

=)

wetoriya wetoriya..

dara diri daradu..~~

sesiapa yg minat kpop, mcm agak mustahil la kalau tak tahu lagu ni kan..

and yeah..

CNBLUE is back in Malaysia after exactly one year!

tahun lepas tak kesampaian hajat cik najjah nak tgk JongHyun dia sebab aku ajak tengok ChangMin..

tahun ni, sila tengok JongHyun puas-puas yer..

hehehehe..

fyi, aku rasa, aku ni mcm Kyu-Line supporter pulak dah..

ChangMin, KyuHyun, JongHyun..

sume aku pergi tengok..

tinggal SuHo (EXO) and MinHo (SHINee) je belum lagi..

hahahaha..

back to the story..

this is the view from our seat..

mcm dekat je ngan stage kan..

tapi tak la sedekat mereka-mereka di rock zone tu..

the worst part is, mmg tak nampak langsung la encik drummer yang cute tu..

huwaaaaaaaaa...!!

aku membayangkan encik drummer at least position dia terkedepan sikit ke kan..

but its not..

tempat dia mmg exclusive giler!

belakang sangaaaaaaat..

i suggest, next time, biar dorg buat stage kat tengah2.. 

biar semua fan nampak empat-empat tu kan..

baru la syiok..

hehehe..

and...

the concert begins!

THE TIME IS OVER!!!

dengar je lagu ni, dah tak pikir ape dah..

menjerit macam orang giler..

hahaha..

tak sah le kalau pergi konsert tak jerit-jerit kan..

hehehehe..

enjoy the concert much..

camera entah ke mana, phone entah ke mana..

mata mengadap YongHwa, JongHyun dan JungShin jer..

hihihihi..

i only manage to capture some of their pics..

always.. nampak belakang je..

i don't know why..

T____T

 

front view..

tp blurr...

last-last aku give up nk amik gmbr direct ngan dorang..

so, aku capture kt screen je la..

hahahaha..

the best pic of the day:

ape.. ingat senang ke nak tangkap gambar dorang yg tak reti duduk diam tu?

hahahaha..

time ni dah last-last dah..

baru nampak muka encik drummer..

walaupun tak dpt gambar best-best..

tapi lagu dorang kali ni sume best-best..

and we enjoy the performance to the fullest!!

yang paling aku tak sangka, they include lagu "Endless Night"..

menjerit mcm org histeria jer..

hahahaha..

my feberet kot lagu tu..

suka suka suka.. ;)

p/s: aku rase mcm aku sing along every lagu yg dorang nyanyi..

mesti org depan aku rase menyampah giler kan..

dah la nyanyi kuat-kuat..

hahahaha..

dah habis, kita bergambar la pulak..

hehehehe..

my crime partner..

we, us..

lesson learned..

nak tgk CNBLUE, next time, sila beli Rock Zone..

lagi feel..

baru puas..

hehehehee.

(^_^)v

aku rase amazed giler tgk live performance macam ni..

ye la..

every instrument dorang main sendiri kan untuk semua lagu..

amazing..

dan mereka berempat memang sangat talented..

especially leader-nim, YongHwa..

unforgettable moment:

*sila browse online yer...*

YongHwa punye Malaymalaymalaymalaymalaysia~~

MinHyuk main dengan kamera.. super cute!!

JungShin come to our side, and show off his long leg.. wow!

JonhHyun guitar skills during "In My Head"

best giler!!

please come again.. please please please!!!

>> secrets within yourself..

salam to all readers..

(^_^)

in life, there must be some thing or secret that you don't want anyone to know..

including the one who you think are the most trustworthy..

something that you just want to keep it by yourself..

i think its normal..

isn't it?

for me, that sort of things comes in may layers..

the first outer layer: only friends know about it - most of you are my friends

the second layer: best friends 

third layer: family & BFF

fourth and above : only me..

as what as i see..

people tend to judge me without even know who i am..

hahaha..

muka skema, ingatkan memang skema..

bila da kenal..

paham-paham je la..

haha..

yeah.. when you first see me, most probably you will think i'm kind of nerdy type.

yes, i admit it..

i am nerd..

but nerd who likes to think unexpectable things.

haha!

once you know me, you'll get what i meant by this..

to go to the second layer - most of you, i dont know why..

i'm afraid to reveal myself to you guys..

and i can say that i am too afraid your reactions afterwards.

i dont mind be rejected being your friend, but i mind what will you think of me afterwards.

yes..

the aftermaths.

its killing me when i think of that..

i guess my paranoia over these thing getting serious lately.

how to overcome this feeling?

i know i make mistakes because of this..

i'm sorry..

i can't help it..

>> China Treasures, Sime Darby Convention Centre..

salam to all readers..

(^__^)

kawan aku ade beli coupon mydeal..

all you can eat ala-carte buffet dinner @ China Trasures Sime Darby Convention Centre..

memandangkan kami berdua sangat-sangat-sangat kuat makan..

perkataan 'all-you-can-eat' dan 'buffet' itu memang menjadi santapan kami..

hahahaha..

Restoran ni Halal, jangan risau..

jarang jumpa chinese restaurant yang halal sebenarnye..

sekali jumpa, buffet lagi tu.. hah.. jom jom jom~~

pintu depan China Treasures..

aku tak reti baca tulisan cina tu..

harap maklum..

kalau tulisan korea, most probably i can read in one go..

my crime partner..

macam-macam ada dalam menu dia..

kitorg tengok, rasa macam nak makan semua..

sempat jugak la tanya macam-macam kat waiter dia..

bagus layanan dorang kt sini..

aku tanya soalan entah pape, dorang masih lagi boleh calm dan jawab soalan aku..

dan yang penting, tiada diskriminasi kaum mahupun status di sini..

hehehe..

yes..

we listen to the waiter, and just order what we really want to eat.

sebab portion for each menu is actually for 3-4 people!

gila!

kalau kitorang order je sesuka hati tanpa mempedulikan suggestion waiter tu..

alamatnye mmg mati kekenyangan la kat situ..

oh ya..

setiap makanan yang tak habis, akan dikenakan charge as per ala-carte price..

tak silap aku mahal jugak satu dishes tu..

makan sampai habis tau!

here are our dishes that night..

*menu listed is from upper left to the bottom right*

braised crabmeat soup with dried scallop

chilled baby octopus with jelly fish

stir-fried baby kailan with minced garlic

steamed salted egg yolk bun

stir-fried duck with black pepper sauce

pan-fried tiger prawn with cereal and oat

roastes crispy chicken thai style

stewed japanese beancurd with chicken and black mushroom

steamed squid in thai style

stir-fried beef/venison vietnamese style

poched tiger prawn with lysium berries

chinese pancake

banyak kan?

banyak kan kitorang makan?

macam tak percaya kan?

bayangkan, each dishes were meant for 3-4 people, but we finished 12 by ourselves.

hahaha..

aku rasa waiter-waiter kat situ macam tak caye je kitorang makan byk ni..

memang silap la buat buffet kalau tak mahu jumpa orang kuat makan macam kami berdua..

mwahahahahaha..

*gelak kejam

for me..

yang paling sedap ialah crabmeat soup, baby octopus with jelly fish, and pan fried tiger prawn with cereal..

you guys must try this three..

tiger prawn ni boleh makan dengan kulit-kulit dia sekali.. garing dan sedap..

kriuk kriuk..

emm dapnye..

poached tiger prawn tu pun sedap jugak..

tp kene kupas la ye kulit udang tu..

bagi penggemar daging macam aku, beef vietnamese style sgt2 recommended.

yg ni mcm aku makan sorang-sorang sepinggan tu..

hahaha..

stewed japanese beancurd dia terbaik..!

the best stewed beancurd in my life.. seriously..

the taste is so rich.. and i love it..

the chicken was average..

biase-biase je..

duck also..

aku tak pernah makan itik sebelum ni..

tp pada aku,

among chicken, beef and duck..

beef is the ultimate winner..

hehehehe..

yang paling tak sedap squid thai style tu..

rase dia masam sangat..

tp memandangkan takmo membazir, dan tak mahu bayar lebih..

aku dengan segagah mungkin menghabiskannye..

p/s: this is the first time ever i tried jelly fish..

sedap tu...

sila try..

jelly fish dalam bahasa melayu ialah obor-obor..

bila dengar obor-obor, rase mcm xberapa sedap pulak tekak ni..

tp bila sebut jelly fish..

sounds yummeyh..

hahahahaaha..

sila abaikan kemengarutanku pasal ni..

overall..

its worth the money..

i give 3.9 stars..

sorry kurang 0.1 stars sebab squid xmenepati cita rasa..

oh ya..

in this buffet, drinks is not included..

kitorg order chrysanthimum tea.. 

cost RM5.00++ per cup..

and refillable..

good choice..

rase mcm smooth and calm giler minum teh bunga tanpa gula yang suam-suam panas..

best best best.

perut kenyang suka hati..

(^_^)v

>> KLCC Korea Fair..

salam to all readers..

=)

hari ni aku pergi KLCC semata-mata nak menjengah Korea Fair nih..

or to be exact..

SMTown Fair..

ye la.. semua SMTown punye barang kot..

hehehe..

fyi, TVXQ adalah artis dia bawah naungan SM entertainment..

so, you get what i mean there?

hehehe..

posing kejap dengan poster besar TVXQ..

(^_^)v

datang-datang je terus cari TVXQ official merchandise..

tadaaaaaa~ 

harga?

standard harga official merchandise..

bagi pekerja part time macam saya, masih lagi belum mampu memiliki semua..

sobs3x..

kalau cakap harga standard tu, that means range RM 60 - 150 for each item..

nak jugak bergambar dengan ChangMin..

hehehe..

poster ni RM 64 each.

with YunHo Oppa..

poster ni RM 120++ each.

kenapa takde ChangMin version like this?

kenapa?

kenapa.....??

kenapa.......????

hasil tangkapan hari ni: 

tak lain tak bukan, mesti ChangMin..

button RM 15 each..

YunHo punye menggoda, tapi sebab budget tak banyak, aku beli satu je..

sila paham..

SM memang pandai cari duit..

buat benda ntah pape, then bubuh gambar artis dia, terus boleh mark up tinggi-tinggi..

keychain TVXQ yg member aku nak tuh harga dia RM 102 each.. bila aku belek-belek, mcm keychain biase je..

tumblr RM120++, eye mask RM99, dan sebagainye..

ade yang aku rasa macam tak berbaloi je beli pun ada..

pape pun.. 

lepas jugak gian nak pergi tengok Korea Fair ni..

haha..

Korea la sangat..

and the most important thing,

now i have at least one official merchandise of TVXQ..

hehehe..

tata!

(^_^)v

>> status FB (test)..

salam to all readers..

=)

hari ni ramai gak yg buat sesi luahan hati kt facebook..

yg paling menarik perhatian,

status pasal tak dapat buat test RM..

ehem..

it's normal la beb..

aku dulu pun mcm tu jugak..

gelabah gila, then mula fikir bukan-bukan..

tak lulus la, tak leh grad la, takleh kawen..

eh?

cuma, tu la..

lepas tak dpt buat tu, jgn terus putus asa..

usaha lagi!

you may take a day off..

but promise to yourself, it's only A DAY..

start esok kene study balik dari A to Z subjek dia..

kene rajin..

C tak datang bergolek-golek ye..

selalu orang aim A, tapi untuk subjek RM, C pun dah syukur sangat-sangat..

perasaan lulus tu macam dapat four flat kat matrix..

sumpah tak tipu..

usaha tangga kejayaan..

aku doakan kawan-kawan aku berjaya lulus dengan cemerlang, dan grad sama-sama tahun depan..

ameen..

(^_^)

p/s: i wonder how many of you still read this blog.. please leave a comment if you did..

>> surviving coursemate..

salam to all readers..

=)

introducing..

my surviving coursemate..

from left: shahid, fiqa, me, karim

we are the only Malay SER 09 that graduated this year..

yes..

sadly, among 13, only 4 survived..

aku pun survive cukup-cukup makan..

there's nothing really to be proud of pun kalau aku cerita berapa byk C aku dpt kan..

janji lulus..

hoho..

fyi, mostly subject Mr. RM yg aku dpt C.. T_T

and now we are going into another chapter of our lives..

Shahid want to pursue CFA (Certified Financial Analyst)

Fiqa want to be a lecturer (maybe maths lecturer).. she's a first class degree holder..

and Karim want to be an actuary.. he passed 4 actuarial papers dalam masa beberapa bulan ni.. hebat giler beb!

and yes..

we all still unemployed..

but at least they have their goals..

but i don't know why i lost mine..

cik liana, what is your dream?

how to achieve those dream?

argh..

its frustrated to think about it..

and i know what is the reason behind failing those interviews..

T________T

argh..!

liana!

quickly find yourself, and gain confidence, and go pursue your dream..

hope everything will be fine..

#2 instax moment..

p/s: mcm double couple pulak kan..

couple black & grey..

haha..

tak dirancang, okay..

>> teddy bear collection..

salam to all readers..

=)

can you guess how many teddy bears in this picture?

(^_^)

this is my collections since form one..

thanks to all my friends for these gift..

p/s: i'm still craving for more..

tak cukup-cukup kan..

hahahaha..

another pre-convo moment..

(^_^)

me and bestie..

and our lovely teddy.. 

>> bear besar..

 salam to all readers..

=)

 

 

cuba teka, which one is mine..??

tadaaaaaaa.............

for sure la cik liana punya yang kaler purplish-pink tu..

hahaha..

tersama kaler dengan tudung pulak..

=)

*abaikan tudung yang terkelepet sikit tu..

thank you my dear friend for this gift..

(^_^)

tercapai jugak cita-cita nak bear besar kaler pink sebagai hadiah konvo.. 

hehehehe..

seriously aku sangat terkejut tengok result dia..

sangat terkejut..

you are my life saver, but i can't do anything to help you..

sorry, my dear friend..

i don't know it will turn out this way..

>> "liana khamis kan..?"

salam to all readers..

=)

sejak kebelakangan ni..

ramai kawan-kawan lama yang aku jumpa..

to be precise: kawan sekolah rendah..

yang syok nya, dorang still ingat nama penuh aku..

"liana khamis! apa ko buat kat sini..?"

"aku part time je.. hehe.. ko study mana skrg?"

itu adalah dialog biasa aku dengan mereka..

walhal dalam otak aku ligat berfikir, siapa kah mereka??

oh tidak!

liana dah lupa kawan-kawan sekolah rendah dia!

muka macam kenal..

tapi nama memang tak ingat..

yang lagi terharu, memasing ingat kot nama penuh aku..

i'm so sorry to you guys..

seriously, aku tak ingat beb..

kawan-kawan sekolah rendah yang aku ingat mostly kawan-kawan yang aku pernah jumpa dekat sekolah menengah or matrix je..

kalau yang tak pernah jumpa langsung after sekolah rendah tu, aku memang tak ingat..

aku rasa agak bersalah jugak la sebab tak ingat kat korang..

especially bila korang cakap, "dulu kita kan sekelas.."

sekelas?

kelas apa kah?

time darjah berapa kah?

fyi, aku agak femes kat sekolah rendah sebab aku budak lompat..

giler femes seyh..

sampai budak kelas belakang pun kenal aku siapa..

hahahahaha..

*gila glamour kejap

haish..

liana oh liana..

perlu tengok balik gambar-gambar lama ni..

nak kene refresh memory..

huhuhuhu...

>> jubah..

salam to all readers..

=)

baru ingat nak berposing maut dengan bff pakai jubah konvo..

sekali timing tak kena..

huuuuuuuuu...

T________T

dia grad awal bulan 9, aku grad awal bulan 10..

errr..

ko pulangkan jubah lambat sikit boleh?

pleaaaaaaseeeee...

*sambil buat muka comel*

anyway,

congratulations Najjah for getting first class degree..

i'm soooooo proud of you..

and i knew you can do it!

sama-sama la kita job-hunting yer..

 sape dapat kerja dulu, dia kene belanja makan..

mwahahahahaha..

(^_^)v

>> iklan..

salam to all readers..

=)

baru-baru ni..

salah seorang member aku telah di'block' dalam group kat fb..

group sekolah aku la..

group ape lagi..

hehehe..

bagus jugak dia kene block.. 

at least notification aku tenang sikit..

mana tak nye..

tiap2 hari post kat wall group pasal bisnes dia..

well..

i know this is one of your strategies to attract customers..

but you need to remember as well..

not all people will like everything you did..

and yes..

i'm getting annoyed be that..

why?

the main reason is not your business..

but your interpretation of your words about your business..

yes..

your wording does get me annoyed..

p/s: aku rasa kalau aku berkata jujur, i tend to speak English..

maybe it sounds better..

haha..

=_="

aku paling tak suka bila orang promote business dia, then relate something Islamic..

dan terang-terangan fakta yg dia bawak tu adalah fakta copy paste..

sahih atau tak?

wallahualam..

second thing is, business dia je la yang paling bagus..

cerah masa depan..

bla bla bla..

tapi belum tentu cerah masa depan kan kalau dah terfaktab harga barang kau tu semakin menurun dari tahun ke tahun..

market sekarang tak boleh nak jangka..

kan?

tak perlu la bagi confirmation kononnya 100% gitu..

sedangkan dalam dunia ni, 100% sure adalah mati..

bila? di mana? dengan siapa?

itu kita tak tahu..

betul tak?

for all online sellers *peniaga online*

berpada pada lah dalam mempromosikan barangan yang anda jual..

sekian..

>> friends forever..

salam to all readers..

=)

nak mencari teman bukannya susah.

tapi nak menjari teman sejati itu payah..

bila kita betul-betul dalam kesusahan, baru kita tahu siapa kawan siapa lawan..

Najjah..

i love you so much, my dearest friend..

you are the only friend that can make me admit my own mistakes..

the one that can understand me more than anyone else.

hope our friendship will be forever till Jannah..

insyaAllah..

(^_^)

"you are someone who know what you want.." 

>> honesty..

sometimes.

i find myself really annoying for can't being honest with someone.

just because i'm afraid they would hurt, so i keep the silence mode.

but if i tell it honestly, i'm really sure we can't continue being together.

i guess this is the major problem for those who are in relationship.

ehem.

cik liana is still single, okay.

but the main problem is..

why i feel like tell something honestly is not appropriate?

should i tell lie?

oh what the world i'm living in...

and i really hate this feeling thousand times.

finish!

>> dinner @ Murni SS2..

salam to all readers..

=)

ini adalah satu kejayaan aku drive sampai ke area PJ..

yeaaaaaa!!

congrats, liana..

*clap clap clap*

first of all..

thanks to Shira coz sudi belanje kitorg makan kat Murni..

dan terima kasih jugak sebab sudi jadi co-pilot aku..

tanpa ko, aku rasa tak sampai kot aku kt sini..

hehehehe..

well.. cik liana ni takde sense of direction..

cik liana cuma tahu jalan straight je.

hahahaha..

minuman kami..

dari kiri: I Miss You, Lily, Milo tabur

macam-macam nama pelik yang korang akan jumpa kat sini..

nanti lain kali nak cuba air lain pulak.

hehe.

santapan kami adalah seperti berikut..

mee raja

rasa dia okay. cuma pada aku mcm kering sikit.

kalau berkuah mungkin lagi sedap..

*komen ala-ala MasterChef*

roti hawaii

rasa dia mcm murtabak sikit. sedap.!

chicken chop

kalau korg tak tahu rasa chicken chop mcm mana, try la rasa kt sini.

gerenti puas hati..

mixed grill - daging, kambing + ayam

bagi penggemar daging + ayam macam aku.

this is the set yg paling fit aku rasa..

Total Damage: tanya Shira.

aku lupa.

hahahahaha..

macam mana nak sampai sini?

google je la.

google maps kan ada..

hahahaha..

(^_^)